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Monday, 20 July 2009

  • Death of a Blog? Hell no.

    I haven't xanga'ed in ages.  With the advent of Facebook and the subsequent exodus of all my friends over to it, it's only served that large majority of people who read, lurk, and stalk on the internet rather than contribute.  Not to mention the lack of writing artistry, I feel like a giant steel golem waking up after millenia shaking the dust off with rusted joints and verdigris.

    I've found that not freewriting is a bit...stifling.  Like running the last quarter of a mile when everything is ragged and ill-timed, but poured directly into getting to the end.  True, I've had to do a load of things, but I've also had my post-graduation from residency hiatus to collect my being.  I'm really looking forward to this new job even though it's seemingly out in nowhere and I've counted the number of Asians I've seen on one hand.  The promises of carving out my own legacy is simply too strong; I think it's going to be my ambition (and my greed) that are going to keep my nose to the grindstone...I simply won't be slackassed this time around.

    I finally finished building my Magic the Gathering Cube.  What's a cube?  This sorta' deals with my problem of having inconsistent players from differing skill levels across different release times.  Normally Magic the Gathering(aka MtG) is released in sets like a tv series' seasons, but to keep the play fresh, the limit which sets are kept in a format.  Legacy would include all the sets, Extended would include only the middle-most 5 sets, Standard would include only the 3 most recent sets.  By building a cube, it's very much like gardening and creating my own set to play with from all the existing cards.  Of course it requires some grooming so that one style doesn't become too powerful, or simply to upgrade existing cards with better ones that are released with the new sets.  Cool.

    Time for some breakfast.

Monday, 12 January 2009

  • Country

    Well, I puzzled through the strangeness that is women and how things that I thought I knew were suddenly either new territory or complete rewrites.  In the process, I started listening to more country music in an effort to understand it and while I'm not wholly sold because quite honestly, there are some really corny songs out there, once in a while you come across some great ones.

    Carrie Underwood is also a surprising one, Keith Urban, basically, I dabbled in quite a few and have been pleasantly surprised.

    One thing that I can't get out of my system are campy club songs or a touch for the club edit styled techno.  I found this video a long time ago, but came across it again.

    The funny thing though is that it's actually based off of the Jane Fonda workout video and the only reason I remember that was as a kid, my grandma wanted me to do the hour long workout tape with her.  Well, I could finish it and she couldn't, but lemme just say that if an aerobics class actually looks like that in the video either a) I would have perfect attendance b) find it very difficult to concentrate in class :)

    Enjoy peeps and Al, just buy the damn game and system.  You owe it to yourself to live life once in a while.  All the squirrelling away is gonna do is just prove that inflation works against us.

Sunday, 28 December 2008

  • Leverage

    I started watching this new show on TNT called Leverage.  The quick rundown is that it's a fallen hero who is asked to turn the skills of a pack of criminals to seemingly good use.  His first job is phenomenal, but only to find that they were all shorted on the agreement.  So now he leads them on do-gooder "heists" and "scams" to provide the underserved in a predicament.

    It's quick, but not convoluted.  It's got a good mix of characters.  It's got an interesting approach on the plot.  I knew instantly why I loved watching it...it's Shadowrun.  Well, it's Shadowrun sans cyberpunk dystopia mixed with magic and whatnot.  You get the idea.  No?

    Sometimes you wonder why you've learned the things you've learned and to what good they are.  Like the squad sharpshooter in Saving Private Ryan ("God gave me a gift, made me a fine instrument of war.") to the character Dexter, the avenging serial killer who only takes out the scum of society to Robin Hood and his band of thieves to the Dirty Dozen.  I think it's just as well that there's redemption in what these characters do that lends them to become heroes in my mind.

    Everyone can identify with Prince Charming off to save the Sleeping Beauty, but there's a hard challenge and struggle for us to understand characters like Batman, dark, brooding, and deeply disturbed.  Therein lies the anti-hero which is not the enemy, not the antagonist, but a genuine character who is defined completley by the lack of idyllic qualities.

    Leverage provides a little mirth to it all, they're not all so uncouth and callous villains that they can't be approached, and the situations none too dire and pressing a la Alias or 24, so yeah...I dig it.  Give it a go peeps.

Saturday, 27 December 2008

  • Back in Chitown for XMas

    My Christmas break has been short but pleasant.  I can perhaps consider the best of it summed up into a series of meetings.

    Airplane back to Chicago, I sat next to two unique people, a stage actor and a budding screenwriter, whom we carried on extensive conversations from the moment we got on the plane until we exited the gate.  I cannot tell you how great a time I had NOT talking about medicine...it rocked and truly gave me a perspective I needed to pursue. 

    I spent a 14" snowfall evening noshing on hotpot with my family in near -12 degree weather...'nuff said.

    Had an awesome brunch with Suzaku who I haven't seen in years (hope the pate' and snooty French peeps are amusing you :).

    We caught up with our family's closest friends the Chou's and literally spent the greater portion of the evening waxing a 19lb turkey and all I can say is that electric turkey carvers are freakin' AWESOME!!!  All I can say is that Scrabble can kill hours of time, but our parents' house is in bad need of better distraction like more board games or a backup set of guitar hero.

    I spent an afternoon with my buddy Nate, geeking it up with Warhammer at one of the major stores.  It was a diversion much needed.

    It's strange that when you have time, you catch up on enormous amounts of sleep.  When you don't have time, you need every ounce of more time.  I feel like the white rabbit sometimes ;)

    Flying back to warmer weather tomorrow.  Back to the grind and back to the South.  Yee-haw!

     

  • Resident Evil

    I just posted this Resident Evil: Degeneration widget for 300 credits. You can earn free credits too!

Wednesday, 19 November 2008

Sunday, 16 November 2008

  • The cycle turns

    So one of our greatest mentors passed on on Friday afternoon with an assembly of his family: peers, friends, alumni, and residents.  I think it was pretty hard for everyone, including myself, to take.  I think I have an added benefit and perspective having grown up in a society that worships our ancestors and accepts death just a little bit more and also having witnessed so many family pass along.  I think all in all, so many people were touched and influenced by him and to summarize the event is a morose and somber phrase that passed through my mind when he was finally gone.

    "The man named "Mac" Mason is no more, but the being continues on.  We are his children, we are his legacy."

    I know it sounds a touch cliched, a little too much I am Legend, but really does carry its true weight.

    Anyway...on to brighter things.  I can't get the Wondergirls out of my head...found their newest video.  I think they are the true heir to Baby V.O.X.  They have a great group dynamic although I'm sad they lost their inital R&B chick (she could really really dance) in their first run.  On the other hand they have AWESOME choreography.

    Also Jay Chou's new album is out which means I got to go get it.  An interesting song off of the album.  Dance is pretty nifty, girls are cute, but choreography needs work...not clean enough and doesn't snap enough without the camera effects.  Chou...you are infamous in the Asian coasts...so dammit get someone to whoop your crew's ass into shape.

    Enjoy.

Tuesday, 04 November 2008

  • AWWWWW FU-!!!!!!

    I'm confessing...I didn't vote today because I got stuck in the OR for 6hrs after clinic then had to drive back 45 minutes to find out the polls closed.  Dammit...I'm disappointed in myself.  Especially after I've sat and read and pondered endlessly on the candidates involved and finally made up my mind.

Sunday, 02 November 2008

  • Things Every Man should have...

    ...in their fridge.

    I saw this in the new Esquire "Big Black Book" which is an annual publishing of nice things that add to a man's wardrobe/lifestyle and often with some hilarity to it.  Anyway, something I noticed was this tiny little one page article on 8 things that should be in a man's fridge.  Needs very little explanation or lots of it.

    1. tobasco
    2. block or wedge of parmigiano-reggiano cheese
    3. dozen eggs, jumbo
    4. club soda
    5. an onion, preferably white
    6. fresh herbs
    7. bottle of olive oil
    8. bar of swiss dark chocolate

    I'd like to personally add 2 more things to round out the list

    9. thick cut bacon or prosciutto
    10. jar of medium sized olives

    And for the record, always a loaf of crusty French or Italian bread although that never actually needs to be in the fridge.

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

  • Where have all the Xanga'ers gone?

    It's a valid question.  Xanga, Friendster, GoogleGroups, MySpace, Facebook.   Before you realize it, we'll be migrating in droves from one to another which is a real shame.  I think Facebook is interesting because it really can put you in contact with friends from eons ago, but also has something lacking.  Writing in my journal every so often used to be a daily affair which has since withered to every few days.  I get a chance to look at some of my ancient texts from when I first started and have come to appreciate how much I've changed, grown, and progressed.  Always to know my roots.  That being said, I miss my old friends who have since went the way of the Xanga dodo and merely 'poke' or otherwise on other services.  No more interesting things to read, no more fun little quizzes to take or grand insights to ponder.  I'll keep up this mantle.

    What have I been up to?  I'm fully entranced in Fable 2...well up until now...because I just beat it after owning it since 10/21/08.  I think it really strikes to me what an RPG is about, adventure, leading a life outside of the hack 'n' slash, and most importantly living your character's life by his consequences.  A couple things irked me though.  Main quest is brutally short...ending is a real...let down.  I'm thinking because the company is going to release something that looks like downloadable sequels or expansions or something.  One of the cool things that happens is the way you progress.  Fight more in combat, you get experience that goes into strength.  Upgrade your strength, your character gets tougher and brawnier.  Shoot more with your guns/crossbows, you get 'skill' XP and you grow taller.  Be more good, you have a saintly appearance.  Become corrupted you stoop and hunch over.   You even get facial scars if you die too often.  But it's kinda' lame if you can max everthing out and go do a bunch of quests that let you swing from one end of the spectrum to the other.  I want real consequences for which your character has to exist by.  Mine's kinda funny because I'm maxed on melee/shooting with a moderate amount of magic.  I wear green tinted clothes and hat, armed with a legendary blunderbuss and working to build a magical hatchet.  I am Jux2p0ze, the Hatchetman...mercenary for hire :)  oh yeah, and I'm a little portly because I accidentally ate too many pies to heal myself.  Seriously food heals, didn't realize that some foods cause you to gain girth.  oh yeah, have wife and 4 kids who I wish if there was a genuine sequel could pick up with the next generation...2 boys/2 girls, mebbe 2 melee specialists, 1 ranged fighter, and a mage for my progeny?  That'd be cool.

    So with Xmas coming around the corner, I'm going to try and get all my shopping done early and maximize my time.  I think it sucks with the economy and all, but we never really were into truly lavish gifts...I just favor toys over sweaters although as of late, I can appreciate those too.

    Ideal gifts suggestions:

    Less than $25-subscription to a magazine (yes, they still make awesome presents, totally worth it if you know what people are into), gift iTunes card, pair of H&M leather gloves (they're really nice for so cheap)

    $50 range-Warhammer 40,000 Space Marines or Orks!  (You can never have enough...even me.), DVD gift set, Xbox game, Steak Dinner!

    $100 rangish-Digital sportwatch or lower echelon chronometer, pair of leather wingtips or leather driving loafers (for those non-savvy guys, it's the in thing...you can bust out a pair with dressier jeans for a night out or dress down to work on fridays or weekends), pair of concert tickets

    Win a small lottery range-I would really dig a real gentleman's wristwatch like a Tissot, Omega, or Breitling...I think the whole Tagheuer and Rolex is played out and the next wave or more esoteric labels.  New shelf system audio...my old wackness is outdated and I have waaaaay too many wires strung everywhere.  Actually, Fragbox from Falcon NW, so I can set up a permanent home computer on my widescreen. Double-barrelled shotgun...don't laugh, if you can get yourself an old-fahsioned gun like this they become priceless heirlooms in 20-50 years.  Really worth it if you know what you're getting into.

    Win a massive lottery range-I want another car pure and simple: gimme an BMW M5 or the new Nissan GTR, mebbe a week vacation along coastal spain or resortside in Capetown, South Africa. 

    Well...keep checking in my peeps.

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

  • San Fran

    What a whirlwind of events. 

    I got out of clinic early on Friday and all the extra time went into doing some pre-flight tasks, taking the dog to the pet hotel, sending off last minute letters, fetching a receipt for my old man, etc.  Then my car died right in front of the Best Buy.  Wow.  I checked all my lines, my fluid levels, my amp/voltmeter in my car said it the battery was ok.  Crapola...I must have blown another cylinder somehow.  So there I waited.  And waited.  And waited.

    I waited for 3 solid hours trying to figure out why there was a wait time of 3 hours in downtown metro atlanta.  Christ sake, there's 4 dealerships less than a mile down the road!  Finally a tow showed up, but much to my chagrin it was too tall to enter the parking region thanks to those low overhanging posts.  It was like a cosmic comedy at work.  Oddly enough, he took one look and listen and said it was the battery.  Gave me a jump and there we went.

    The whole thing taught me the fine difference between patience and complacence.  It was actually very peaceful for me sitting in my car with the breeze blowing through the open door, watching the clouds drift in a westerly fashion.  In all of that moment, you can only smile, roll as you can with the punches, and keep moving forward.

    It's a fair trade, because I found a real gem of an anime series.  This one is for real.  Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad was on my list of netflix rentals and I figured after a disastrous foray into Witchblade (what a lame series), I'd just rent the first disc of a series and depending on it would get the rest of the series bumped up on my queue or completely removed.  This series is so good, I cancelled the rest of the series and went out and bought the complete series.

    The thrust of it lies in a young man and an unusual coming of age through his discovery of Rock music.  Even though it's firmly rooted in music, it really captures the tumultuous period of youth we've all had at some point.  The dubbing is one of the absolute best, possessing a sound all of its own, not force, not scripted but appropriately flowing for a pack of teens.  As for the graphical appearance, here's something unique: characters actually change clothes!  Wow, what a concept.  Yeah, there's some repeated uniforms, but you'll catch on that at least 3 different details are apparant. 

    So if you want a totally engrossing series more about story and growth, a serious conundrum of relationships, devoid of scantily clad anime busts, weapons of massive destruction, and karate-technique screams, check it out.  It actually pulled on my emotions quite a bit.

    *note to self: Hokkaido sake can really fuck you up.

    It's strange to realize that Al/Dan & I haven't been face-to-face in three years.  Yet, it's effortless to pick up where we left off before.  Great to see them after all these things.

Sunday, 28 September 2008

  • Our Country is Ran by Idiots...

    ...with the the mob (as in the masses of undereducated common people) howling at the moon for them.

    I get the real bad impression that the average American really has no grasp of the issues at hand in so much to the point where even educated Americans are railing liberals chomping at the bit to simply dethrone one establishment to place another akin to the French Revolution or Meiji Restoration.  Even when we're talking about local issues, I'm feeling the hard and heavy pinch of the gas shortage right now.

    There are 30minute waits just to fill up on $5/gallon petrol, usually run out in under two hours.  Then there are the massive amounts of the internet scouts which only further "fuel" the paranoia.  The funny thing is that this is only the tip of the iceberg.  No petrol, no car, no transportation.  But it gets better...undermanned utilities, lack of professional services i.e. medical care, transportation of mundane supplies and food.  Surprisingly, this actually happened before during Katrina, and you'd think that the collective legislature and so-called government leaders would've built a better contingency plan, but no.

    I have enough faith, that this will blow over soon enough, but not without heavy repercussions.  If this is not testament for reasons to improve alternative fuel and less reliance on commercial fuel, then I'm not sure what is.  We ought to wonder why there hasn't been an improvement of other cars since according to global standards we still possess the cheapest gas.  The Europeans have had access to diesel vehicles for ages.

    So what's the future to hold?  I've always been of the belief that fixing problems and taking definitive steps involves zero compromise.  So what am I going to do?  Probably hold off on buying that GTR for now, but seriously considering a turbo-diesel BMW whenever that puppy comes out.  I'd prefer the 535d, but might have to settle for the 335d since that'll be the only one available.  I will probably invest in a bicycle or mebbe a scooter for short distances even though I know it's ridiculously dangerous.  lastly? I really think we need to think things seriously from now on.